On Oceans of Blue

1 heartache
2 anger
3 rebound
4 loneliness which is a pitch black pit
Deep in the core of my soul
Because of this
I am no longer whole
Something is missing
Something that went when you were gone
But left is a cloud on my brow
And a tear on my nail
All the weight I’ve lost
Now sits on my shoulder
No longer fat
Instead just a boulder
A boulder that burns
Much like his eyes
Instead now I see
Why I did not like it then
I fear for my life
When I get these ruts
Stop listening to your heart
Stop reasoning with your head
Just trust your gut
What mom always said
5 regret
6 release because I want to thank all those
Who participated in the breaking of my heart
Starting with the _____ and then on to then on to the ______
Followed up by the ______ and then on to the ____
Don’t forget the direct contact of ___, _____, and ____
Where would I be without them
Not loving myself, I don’t think
So thank you, sirs, thank you again
7 I love myself for who I am
And if you cant accept that
Poo on you
I know who I am