please stop the bleeding
Posted on Friday, January 30th, 2009 at 2:43 pmworry and angst
hatred and disgust
you thrill my insides
you send me spiraling
into uncontrollable rage and pleasure
pumping anger
through my veins
filling them to burst
so i bleed
and i cant stop
i bleed anger
i bleed you
i bleed pain
i bleed blood
cus you are my blood
and you wont let me clot
wont let me heal
wont stop draining yourself
til i pass out
til they wail the sirens
til im in the hospital
and they cant make you stop
and they do all they can
to keep me alive
and then!!
then you slow down
within an inch of my life
then i scab over
then i scar over
and leak only a trickle
of bright red you
til next time you forget your platlets
til next time you dont feel like clotting
til next time you boil in my viens
and start another fire
and the doctor recommends
a transplant
get rid of you entirely
but i wont
cus i cant
for fear of my life
because you are my blood
and my body wont accept
anyone else
so ill have to bleed
out of control
every once and a while
cus you are my blood
and i need my blood
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