On Oceans of Blue

I knew it,

I knew there was stuff going on

there was stuff going on that

seemed like too much

an escape, you sought an escape

why didn’t you come to me?

why get angry at the one who’s been there, the whole time?

maybe you didn’t mean to… maybe you were not responsible

but ohh, this hurts

i’ve been here

and you’ve been going on by yourself

making excuses

bearing the burden

the heavy, heavy burden

all by yourself

it’s not fair, you need to share it

ohh, this hurts me

the part of me that is infinitely attached to you,

the part of me that hurts when you do,

the part of me that very much feels your pain, even when you don’t

i feel every bump in the road

every pothole

every jolt

i need to know where we are going,

where we’ve been even

and where we are now

where are you?

what the heck is going on?