On Oceans of Blue

i am not a "first year" writer
i am not a beginner
you are the most discouraging
most narrow minded
"writing" teacher
i have ever encountered
i have been writing
longer than you have been teaching
i have been reading
as long as ive had the mind capacity
you stupid *****
when im rich and famous
–for my writings–
i do plan to thank you
"id like to thank my junior english teacher in high school
for her inspiration
i would not be able to write at all
without her encouragement
and id like to thank my freshman english teacher in college
for her hardening
i would not be able to write the cold satirical pieces
without her discouragement"
HA!
you and your high horse!
i hope your hand cripples
and your mind withers
i hope you back hunches
and your thoughts scramble
i hope you loose your sanity
i hope you are examined and studied
and written about
as a unique case of crazies
but i hope your awake enough
to see my face on the TV
and hear my voice on the radio
and read my name at Borders
and recognize me for that "some potential"
you knocked out all those years prior
i will not allow your prejudice
to cramp my dreams in a bottle
i will not be stiffened or silenced
due to your lack of competence
i will write
i will read
i will love it
i will enjoy life as a writer
as a novelist
as a common household name
considered a great writer of the times
so **** you
and **** your views
ill give in and write in your style
but i wont feel it
i wont shine through it
and i will not bleed any more ink
until your class is over
part of the deal though,
dont corrupt me to the point
that my personal writing style is gone and absent
thanks a million

[A/N] this was written before "you make me sad" but its about the same person -_- "you make me sad" is the nicer one. this one isnt how i feel any more bout her but this is the "almost sorta complete works of aly fayth" so… sorry for the vulgarity and the violence, guys… it was jus passing anger :/