On Oceans of Blue

why this dry spell
why the lack of words
why the empty mind
no words come
no thoughts flow
when they do
never on time
for Pen to meet Paper

things change
life alters
and im speechless
a blank sheet
a tan canvas
a clean slate

i wish to love again
like i have in the before
like i was never broken
never bruised
never harmed

not innocence
but ignorance perhaps
i wish to love in ignorance
not with it
but in
i wish to look beyond frailties
and bumps
and mistakes
to see the man inside
i wish to love in ignorance

but a dry spell
no words
no thoughts
a block like the great wall
or napoleons troops
nothing

[A/N] written late november 08

is anybody listening
does anybody care
about reason
about season
about treason
does nothing affect
our callused minds
break through the scars
let the crimson flow
get back to our real reality
rid ourselves of all
the heartache the pain
the hesitant feeling
we no longer have
anything but gain
only up from here

[A/N] written in early december 08

look in the mirror
what do you see
a person whom you meant to be?
or is the person staring back
someone youve never seen?
a stranger on the other side
a stranger with your face
your nose you body your eyes
have you lost the person of your dreams
the person you always meant to be?
have you replaced her
with the person staring back at you
from the other side of the looking glass
have you missed work
got drunk
skipped class
lost track
of your real goal
your real self
look in the mirror
what do you see?
the person whom you meant to be?
no

[A/N] written in early december 08

when Life shakes you up
when Life knocks you down
when Life doesnt care if you dream or drown
when it seems like all the people
who say theyll always care
are nowhere to be found
you can bet fair
this wont be the last time you frown

[A/N] this was written in the end of december 08…

the greatest fault in man
is not jealousy
is not greed
is not even pride
but the greatest fault in man
is woman
the jealous woman
the greedy woman
the prideful woman
the ghost of Eve
lives in us all
she haunts us day and night
shining her apple
holding it in the light
loving it tight
the glamour
the scandal
the wonder of the fruit
how dare she
the green greedy egocentric ghost of Eve
the haunt
its a fright
how dare she
so the greatest fault in man
leads to jealous greedy prideful men
and the greatest fault in man
is woman

[A/N] this was written at the end of december and i never posted it on here so… yeah… some of you may love it, some of you may hate it. i have yet to get a  so so response to it.