On Oceans of Blue

i try to be Godly
i attempt to walk the walk
i fail
i miss the goal
i need help
i can not do this life alone
because i am simply me

i am not who you think i am
i am not who you see
theres more than the surface
theres alot more beneath
i have alot of issues
i have alot to deal with
i do not have a full hand
i do not have a straight head
i am simply me

i am lost
and i am found
i am bright
and i am brown
i am plain
and i am wild
i am old
and i am a child
ive learned my lessons hard
and theres alot more to come
ive taken things in stride
and ive acted like a bum
ive done fine on my own
but not nearly well enough
i need Your help
i need Your love
because i am simply me